A friendly advice. Liking a girl is bad. Liking a girl your friend is pursuing is even worse. Liking a girl without knowing that your friend is going after the girl is the worst. A fucked up question now: If then, you feel that the girl kind of likes you, what would you do? ... ... ... ... ... I would run away. Even though you know what you are capable of. Even though your soul tells you the opposite. Yep. That's what I did. "Ignore as much as you can. " That's the strategy. I don't know why. I just refused to cross the line. Friends are forever. Well that is pure bullshit, but crossing THE line was not an option for me. Ha, it was an option, but I just didn't want to look at it that way. So much for my morals and values. I just sucked it in, gave a BIG smile and went on. At least trying to. Should not be that bad. Nothing is that bad.

Human is a strange animal. Mind is a fucked up game. Life is a random choice. >>><<<